our new baby Natalia
15/07/2011 
our new baby Natalia (full name is not allowed here for security reason 
) has arrived to this real world on 22nd of march 2011 at Hospital Ampang, Selangor.
They said and giving birth for the 2nd one can be a lot easier as the ‘path’ is already built by the first child.. God knows and as for myself, i experienced an easy labor for my second baby.. 
Alhamdulillah..
The sign are just the same like the Syafiq. My water broke while we were just resting on our bed, the three of us.. the suddenly when i turn my body a bit i heard a ‘click’ sound and I THINK the sound came from my body. i seriously thought it was my waterbag and yes, that was so true….
During this pregnancy, I didnt gain a lot of weight compared to Syaf. I can control my diet as i always aimed for gaining 1-1.5 kg only permonth. Overall, I gain about 10Kg (but during Syafiq, i gained about 20KG!!!!!!)
I was supposed to have an MGTT test at HUKM, because they said my amnion fluid is excessive and they want to confirm whether i have diabetic or not.. i hate doing MGTT test. i was complaining about it since a week ago and always talk to Natalia to come out before mummy swallow the puke-able glucose drink.
Natalia kinda listen to what mummy said but she did it last minute way… its okay as long as you listen dear.
ok, after that, we sent syaf to opah’s house and my bee drove me to the hospital. And that time, i started to feel damn scared. scared to death. i can elaborate below:-
- Can i stand the pain? Coz I’ve through it for my first labour;
- Can i deliver normal?
- will there be any complications during labour and i probably need to get emergency Op.
- Are we going to succeed this time (both my and baby)
- how long the contraction will take (this time i havent feel any contraction yet, but last time i had it for 6 hours)
- how long will i be in the labour room (last time 4 hours)
- lot more to mentionnnnn
all of those feelings/ questions have come into a conclusion :-
I NEED AN EPIDURAL
i’ve set into my mind, that i MUST get the “happydural”.
So by 2pm right after my husband went back from visiting me, i felt the contraction already. it came every 10-15 minutes I guess.. But that time, i thought i couldnt stand anymore..
Then by 4.30pm, the nurse asked me to change the labour room “uniform”. so i changed it and while i wanted to seat on the wheelchair, my husband came and asked what happened. i told him im going to give birth already. he smiled. but i wanted to cry. i really really wanted to cry but it didnt come out. same like last time. why? probably i have so many things in my mind. like, will i survive? plus i am missing syafiq so much… 
so by 4.40pm i was already in the labour room. and i asked the nurse to get me an epidural. probably the nurse cant stand me anymore she said “awak ni tak habis habis epidural. awak sebab dah set otak awak nak epidural. awak kan pernah bersalin.”
“sebab saya tahu sakitnya macam mana la saya tanak sakit lagi macam dulu” wowowow… sempat menjawab dalam kesakitan..
“ni, kalau sakit awak sedut gas ni” – ethanox(?)
well, dalam masa sakit tu, i still realize there are 2 cute n handsome young doctors inside my labour room.
i suddenly remember my colleague Hany Suraya told me about the cute n handsome doctors in Hospital Ampang …
“bila husband i boleh masuk ek” i asked the nurse- wanting my husband to witness my pain.. (jahat tak) actually i need him by my side – giving me strength, all women need theirs.
“tunggu doktor cek record dulu” i cant really hear what she said but i found the ethanox helped me a lot la.. i liked it!!!
there was one time when i was in contraction, and took the gas and the handsome doc taught and helped me to use it the right way.. hmmm….
“tasha concerntrate!!! you are about to give birth ok”
Well, suddenly a woman doctor came to me and asked me whether i feel like pushing or not. when i said yes, she asked me to do it.. well not long after that, i gave birth to our baby girl at 5.08pm.
i was quite surprise because it was so fast. Alhamdulillah.. Allah gave me strength plus the doctors and nurses are so helpful.. they helped me too!!!
and guess what, abot 30 minutes later, i came out from the labour room carrying my baby, all of them were smiling, my parents, my husband parents and of course my husband… he said thank God he didnt witness it. (omigod!!! its that what you want??)
btw, meet our baby Natalia..
